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Stan Grant’s new book asks: how do we live with the weight of our history?

<p><a href="https://theconversation.com/profiles/heidi-norman-859">Heidi Norman</a>, <em><a href="https://theconversation.com/institutions/university-of-technology-sydney-936">University of Technology Sydney</a></em></p> <p>This month, journalist and public intellectual Stan Grant published his fifth book, <a href="https://www.harpercollins.com.au/9781460764022/the-queen-is-dead/">The Queen is Dead</a>. And last week, he abruptly stepped away from his career in the public realm, <a href="https://www.abc.net.au/news/2023-05-19/stan-grant-media-target-racist-abuse-coronation-coverage-enough/102368652">citing</a> toxic racism enabled by social media, and betrayal on the part of his employer, the ABC.</p> <p>“I was invited to contribute to the ABC’s coverage as part of a discussion about the legacy of the monarchy. I pointed out that the crown represents the invasion and theft of our land,” <a href="https://www.abc.net.au/news/2023-05-19/stan-grant-media-target-racist-abuse-coronation-coverage-enough/102368652">he wrote</a> last Friday. “I repeatedly said that these truths are spoken with love for the Australia we have never been.” And yet, “I have seen people in the media lie and distort my words. They have tried to depict me as hate filled”.</p> <p>Grant has worked as a journalist in Australia for more than three decades: first on commercial current affairs – and until this week, as a main anchor at the ABC, where he was an international affairs analyst and the host of the panel discussion show Q+A. The former role reflects his global work, reporting from conflict zones with esteemed international broadcasters such as CNN. His second book, <a href="https://www.harpercollins.com.au/9781460751985/talking-to-my-country/">Talking to my Country</a>, won the Walkley Book Award in 2016.</p> <hr /> <p><em>Review: The Queen is Dead – Stan Grant (HarperCollins)</em></p> <hr /> <p>In this new book, Grant yearns for a way to comprehend the forces, ideas and history that led to this cultural moment we inhabit. The book, which opens with him grappling with the monarchy and its legacy, is revealing in terms of his decision to step back from public life.</p> <p>Released to coincide with <a href="https://theconversation.com/coronation-arrests-how-the-new-public-order-law-disrupted-protesters-once-in-a-lifetime-opportunity-205328">the coronation</a> of the new English monarch, Charles III, The Queen is Dead seethes with rage and loathing – hatred even – at the ideas that have informed the logic and structure of modernity.</p> <p>Grant’s work examines the ideas that explain the West and modernity – and his own place as an Indigenous person of this land, from Wiradjuri, Kamilaroi and Dharawal country. That is: his work explores both who he is in the world and the ideas that tell the story of the modern world. He finds the latter unable to account for him.</p> <p>“This week, I have been reminded what it is to come from the other side of history,” he writes in the book’s opening pages. “History itself that is written as a hymn to whiteness […] written by the victors and often written in blood.”</p> <p>He asks “how do we live with the weight of this history?” And he explains the questions that have dominated his thinking: what is <a href="https://theconversation.com/whiteness-is-an-invented-concept-that-has-been-used-as-a-tool-of-oppression-183387">whiteness</a>, and what is it to live with catastrophe?</p> <h2>The death of the white queen</h2> <p>In his account, his rage is informed by the observation that the weight of this history was largely unexplored on the occasion of Queen Elizabeth II’s death last September. The death of the white queen is the touchpoint always returned to in this work – and the release of the book coincides with the apparently seamless transition to her heir, now King Charles III.</p> <figure class="align-right zoomable"><a href="https://images.theconversation.com/files/527406/original/file-20230522-29-dcc0ot.jpeg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=1000&amp;fit=clip"><img src="https://images.theconversation.com/files/527406/original/file-20230522-29-dcc0ot.jpeg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=237&amp;fit=clip" sizes="(min-width: 1466px) 754px, (max-width: 599px) 100vw, (min-width: 600px) 600px, 237px" srcset="https://images.theconversation.com/files/527406/original/file-20230522-29-dcc0ot.jpeg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=600&amp;h=917&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=1 600w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527406/original/file-20230522-29-dcc0ot.jpeg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=30&amp;auto=format&amp;w=600&amp;h=917&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=2 1200w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527406/original/file-20230522-29-dcc0ot.jpeg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=15&amp;auto=format&amp;w=600&amp;h=917&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=3 1800w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527406/original/file-20230522-29-dcc0ot.jpeg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=754&amp;h=1152&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=1 754w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527406/original/file-20230522-29-dcc0ot.jpeg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=30&amp;auto=format&amp;w=754&amp;h=1152&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=2 1508w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527406/original/file-20230522-29-dcc0ot.jpeg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=15&amp;auto=format&amp;w=754&amp;h=1152&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=3 2262w" alt="" /></a><figcaption></figcaption></figure> <p>In the lead-up to the coronation, “long live the king” echoed across the United Kingdom. Its long tentacles reached across the globe where this old empire once ruled, robbing and ruining much that it encountered. The death of the queen and the succession of her heir occurred with ritual and ceremony.</p> <p>Small tweaks acknowledged the changing world – but for the most part, this coronation occurred without revolution or bloodshed, without condemnation – and without contest of the British monarchs’ role in history and the world they continue to dominate, in one way or another.</p> <p>Grant argues the end of the 70-year rule of Queen Elizabeth II should mark a turning point: a global reckoning with the race-based order that undergirds empire and colonialism. Whereas the earlier century confidently pronounced the project of <a href="https://theconversation.com/the-power-of-yindyamarra-how-we-can-bring-respect-to-australian-democracy-192164">democracy</a> and liberalism complete, it seems time has marched on.</p> <p>History has not “ended”, as Francis Fukuyama <a href="https://theconversation.com/the-end-of-history-francis-fukuyamas-controversial-idea-explained-193225">declared</a> in 1989 (claiming liberal democracies had been proved the unsurpassable ideal). Instead, history has entered a ferocious era of uncertainty and volatility.</p> <p>Grant reminds us that people of colour now dominate the globe. Race, <a href="https://theconversation.com/racism-is-real-race-is-not-a-philosophers-perspective-82504">as we now know</a>, is a flexible and slippery made-up idea, changing opportunistically to include and exclude groups, to dominate and possess.</p> <p>Grant examines this with great impact as he considers the lived experience of his white grandmother, who was shunned when living with a black man, shared his conditions of poverty with pluck and defiance, then resumed a place in white society without him.</p> <p>And writing of his mother, the other Elizabeth, Grant elaborates the complexity of identity not confined to the colour of skin, but forged from belonging to people and kinship networks, and to place – which condemns the pseudoscience of <a href="https://humanrights.gov.au/about/news/speeches/power-identity-naming-oneself-reclaiming-community-2011">blood quantum</a> that informed the state’s control of Aboriginal lives. This suspect race science has proved enduring.</p> <p>Grant’s account of the death of the monarch is a genuine engagement with the history of ideas to contemplate the reality of our 21st-century present.</p> <figure class="align-center zoomable"><a href="https://images.theconversation.com/files/527467/original/file-20230522-27-ts8u8f.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=1000&amp;fit=clip"><img src="https://images.theconversation.com/files/527467/original/file-20230522-27-ts8u8f.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=754&amp;fit=clip" sizes="(min-width: 1466px) 754px, (max-width: 599px) 100vw, (min-width: 600px) 600px, 237px" srcset="https://images.theconversation.com/files/527467/original/file-20230522-27-ts8u8f.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=600&amp;h=400&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=1 600w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527467/original/file-20230522-27-ts8u8f.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=30&amp;auto=format&amp;w=600&amp;h=400&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=2 1200w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527467/original/file-20230522-27-ts8u8f.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=15&amp;auto=format&amp;w=600&amp;h=400&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=3 1800w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527467/original/file-20230522-27-ts8u8f.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=45&amp;auto=format&amp;w=754&amp;h=502&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=1 754w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527467/original/file-20230522-27-ts8u8f.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=30&amp;auto=format&amp;w=754&amp;h=502&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=2 1508w, https://images.theconversation.com/files/527467/original/file-20230522-27-ts8u8f.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.1.0&amp;q=15&amp;auto=format&amp;w=754&amp;h=502&amp;fit=crop&amp;dpr=3 2262w" alt="" /></a><figcaption><span class="caption">Grant argues the end of the queen’s 70-year rule should mark ‘a global reckoning with the race-based order that undergirds empire and colonialism’.</span> <span class="attribution"><span class="source">Yui Mok/AP</span></span></figcaption></figure> <h2>Liberalism and democracy = tyranny and terror</h2> <p>In several essays now, Grant has engaged with the ideas of mostly Western philosophers and several conservative thinkers to explain the crisis of liberalism and democracy. Grant argues that, like other -isms, liberalism and democracy have descended into tyranny and terror.</p> <p>The new world order, dominated by <a href="https://theconversation.com/friday-essay-stan-grant-on-how-tyrants-use-the-language-of-germ-warfare-and-covid-has-enabled-them-204183">China</a> and people of colour, is in dramatic contrast to the continued rule of the white queen and her descendants.</p> <p>In this, perhaps more than his other books and essays, Grant moves between big ideas in history – the <a href="https://theconversation.com/criticism-of-western-civilisation-isnt-new-it-was-part-of-the-enlightenment-104567">Enlightenment</a>, modernity and democracy – to consider himself, his identity, and his own lived experience of injustice, where race is an undeniable organising feature.</p> <p>In this story he explains himself, as an Indigenous person, “an outsider, in the middle”; “an exile, living in exile, struggling with belonging”; living with the “very real threat of erasure”.</p> <h2>Love, friendships, family, Country</h2> <p>In the final section of the book, Grant’s focus switches to the theme of “love”, and to friendships, family and Country. He speculates that his focus on these things is perhaps a mark of age.</p> <p>Now, he accounts for the things in life that are truly valuable – and this includes deep affection for the joy that emanates from Aboriginal families. Being home on his Country, paddling the river, he finds quiet and peace.</p> <p>The death of the monarch of the British Empire, who ruled for 70 years, should speak to the history of empire and colonial legacy and all its curses – especially in settler colonial Australia. Yet her passing – which coincides with seismic change in the global economic order with China’s ascendance and the decline of the United States and the UK, the global cultural order and the racial order – has been largely unexamined in public discourse in Australia.</p> <p>The history of colonisation and of ideas that have debated ways to comprehend the past have been a feature of Grant’s intellectual exploration, including on the death of the queen. As he details in his new book, the reaction from some quarters to this conversation has exposed him to unrelenting and racist attack.</p> <p>In this work and in others, exploration of the world of ideas to understand the past and future sits alongside accounts of the everyday; of the always place-based realities of Aboriginal accounts of self.</p> <p>The material deprivations and indignities, the closely held humility that comes with poverty and powerlessness - shared socks, a house carelessly demolished, burials tragically abandoned – are countered by another reality: the intimacy of most Aboriginal lives, characterised by deep love, affection, laughter and belonging. These place-based, “small” stories Grant shares sit alongside the bigger themes of modern history, such as democracy and freedom.</p> <p>In this latest work, Grant details his sense of “betrayal” at the discussion he sought about the monarch’s passing and the discussion that was actually had, the history of ideas and his own place in this.</p> <p>And now, of course, he has announced his intention to exit the public stage. Racism, we are reminded, is an enduring feature of the modern world – a world yet to allow space for an unbowing, Wiradjuri-Kamilaroi-Dharawal public intellectual.<!-- Below is The Conversation's page counter tag. 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Benji Marshall's stunning revelations

<p dir="ltr">Benji Marshall did not leave one dry eye in the house – nor for anyone looking on at home – in the latest episode of <em>Celebrity Apprentice</em> as he opened up about his troubled past.</p> <p dir="ltr">When the former NRL player was required to pitch a TV series idea as part of the <em>Celebrity Apprentice</em> challenge, Benji became very emotional when putting forward his idea for a documentary about his life.</p> <p dir="ltr">“I’ve never, ever talked about this publicly,” Benji told the on-screen TV executives.</p> <p dir="ltr">“I’ve never talked about this because it means so much to me.</p> <p dir="ltr">“No one knows the real me… because I don’t even know the real me, there’s half of me I haven’t found out about.</p> <p dir="ltr">“I don’t know my dad, I don’t know my culture, I don’t know my nationality.”</p> <p dir="ltr">He teared up saying that he wanted someone to help save him after suffering through a traumatic childhood.</p> <blockquote class="instagram-media" style="background: #FFF; border: 0; border-radius: 3px; box-shadow: 0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width: 540px; min-width: 326px; padding: 0; width: calc(100% - 2px);" data-instgrm-captioned="" data-instgrm-permalink="https://www.instagram.com/p/CfBoLdepBNb/?utm_source=ig_embed&amp;utm_campaign=loading" data-instgrm-version="14"> <div style="padding: 16px;"> <div style="display: flex; flex-direction: row; align-items: center;"> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 50%; flex-grow: 0; height: 40px; margin-right: 14px; width: 40px;"> </div> <div style="display: flex; flex-direction: column; flex-grow: 1; justify-content: center;"> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; width: 100px;"> </div> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; width: 60px;"> </div> </div> </div> <div style="padding: 19% 0;"> </div> <div style="display: block; height: 50px; margin: 0 auto 12px; width: 50px;"> </div> <div style="padding-top: 8px;"> <div style="color: #3897f0; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: 550; line-height: 18px;">View this post on Instagram</div> </div> <div style="padding: 12.5% 0;"> </div> <div style="display: flex; flex-direction: row; margin-bottom: 14px; align-items: center;"> <div> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 50%; height: 12.5px; width: 12.5px; transform: translateX(0px) translateY(7px);"> </div> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; height: 12.5px; transform: rotate(-45deg) translateX(3px) translateY(1px); width: 12.5px; flex-grow: 0; margin-right: 14px; margin-left: 2px;"> </div> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 50%; height: 12.5px; width: 12.5px; transform: translateX(9px) translateY(-18px);"> </div> </div> <div style="margin-left: 8px;"> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 50%; flex-grow: 0; height: 20px; width: 20px;"> </div> <div style="width: 0; height: 0; border-top: 2px solid transparent; border-left: 6px solid #f4f4f4; border-bottom: 2px solid transparent; transform: translateX(16px) translateY(-4px) rotate(30deg);"> </div> </div> <div style="margin-left: auto;"> <div style="width: 0px; border-top: 8px solid #F4F4F4; border-right: 8px solid transparent; transform: translateY(16px);"> </div> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; flex-grow: 0; height: 12px; width: 16px; transform: translateY(-4px);"> </div> <div style="width: 0; height: 0; border-top: 8px solid #F4F4F4; border-left: 8px solid transparent; transform: translateY(-4px) translateX(8px);"> </div> </div> </div> <div style="display: flex; flex-direction: column; flex-grow: 1; justify-content: center; margin-bottom: 24px;"> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; width: 224px;"> </div> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; width: 144px;"> </div> </div> <p style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0; margin-top: 8px; overflow: hidden; padding: 8px 0 7px; text-align: center; text-overflow: ellipsis; white-space: nowrap;"><a style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px; text-decoration: none;" href="https://www.instagram.com/p/CfBoLdepBNb/?utm_source=ig_embed&amp;utm_campaign=loading" target="_blank" rel="noopener">A post shared by Benji Marshall (@benji6marshall)</a></p> </div> </blockquote> <p dir="ltr">“Growing up in a small town of NZ, my mum was very young, she had me at 15,” he continued.</p> <p dir="ltr">“I have this vivid memory of a seven-year-old boy, holding a butter knife, scared, sitting back in a dark corner, so no one could come from behind me to get me.</p> <p dir="ltr">“All I wanted was for someone to save me, someone to tuck me in, someone to save me, all I wanted was a dad.”</p> <p dir="ltr">He recalled the teasing he endured during school when kids would say “you don’t know your dad” which left him in tears.</p> <p dir="ltr">Wanting to find out who his father was, Benji got the courage to finally ask his mum but it was the look on her face that made him never ask again.</p> <p dir="ltr">“When I asked my mum who my dad was... I’ll never forget the look on her face, the look of fear, worry… it actually made me scared," he said.</p> <p dir="ltr">“I never ever asked her again. I still don’t know until this day.”</p> <p dir="ltr">Benji then completed his pitch with a traditional haka dance and walked off, as he waited to hear whether or not he won the competition.</p> <p dir="ltr">In the boardroom, the judges debated and agreed on the winner.</p> <p dir="ltr">Benji won the $20,000 prize for his charity Souths Care, which supports disadvantaged, marginalised and Indigenous youth and families.</p> <p dir="ltr">He then bent over and cried when he realised he was heading off to the grand final, being congratulated by Lord Sugar’s adviser Janine Allis.</p> <p dir="ltr">The New Zealander also took to Instagram to thank fans for their support throughout his time on the show.</p> <p dir="ltr">“I can’t believe it. I’m Through to the GF on @celebrityapprentice I am super proud to be able to stand on the stage and share my story and pitch to everyone,” he wrote.</p> <p dir="ltr">“I shared things I have never spoken about before and I am proud to share my emotions and true feelings publicly.</p> <p dir="ltr">“Vulnerability is a strength. The feedback has been overwhelming. I appreciate everyone.”</p> <p dir="ltr"><em>Image: Instagram</em></p>

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Singer Stan Walker marries in private ceremony

<p>Singer Stan Walker has tied the knot with partner Lou Tyson in an intimate romantic ceremony in New Zealand.</p> <p>The couple, who first began dating in 2013, said “I do” in a private service last month.</p> <p>Given ongoing COVID restrictions both in Australia and in New Zealand - where they’re based - their plans for a big wedding were put aside in favour of a low-key ceremony with only immediate family.</p> <p>Tyson’s son, who Walker affectionately refers to as “Boy”, was their pageboy, while both of their parents were in attendance, as well as a celebrant.</p> <p>Walker’s siblings — he has three brothers and one sister — all live in Australia so they were unable to attend.</p> <p>But they’ve posted a hauntingly-beautiful video of their wedding on YouTube for all of their friends and family who could not attend – as well as fans. They’ve said they see it as a virtual bonbonnière to share with loved ones.</p> <p><iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/Pqr2Q5f6-kI" title="YouTube video player" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></p> <p><strong>Plans for a huge event were put on hold</strong></p> <p>The couple had been planning a huge event with hundreds of guests, incorporating both of their extended large ‘whanau’, or family. But they’ve said they still intend to put on a big party in the new year when travel is hopefully back on the table.</p> <p>Tyson wore a traditional white dress, while Walker opted for loose-fitting silk pants and shirt.</p> <p>Walker, 30, first rose to fame when he won <em>Australian Idol</em> in 2009. He went on to become a top recording artist – both in Australia and in New Zealand. He also embarked on some successful television and acting projects.</p> <p>The couple have taken a while to get married. While Tyson has long been the love of Walker’s life, touring and recording commitments separated them in 2017 for some time and they went their separate ways. But they reunited in 2020.</p> <p>While lockdown means live gigs are currently off the table, Walker has been busy working on some new music. His eighth and ninth albums will be released this month and in October.</p> <p>As a backdrop to the couple’s wedding video, Walker sings his song titled: <em>Mateamateaone.</em></p> <p>He is a cancer survivor, who underwent treatment for stomach cancer a few years ago, and he is a passionate First Nations advocate.</p> <p><em>Image: YouTube</em></p>

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"Cancer is the best thing that ever happened to me": Stan Walker's miracle comeback

<p>Stan Walker is set to go back on tour after focusing on his health battle over the last few years, during which he underwent bouts of surgery to treat his stomach cancer.</p> <p>The 28-year-old will begin his Australian tour in early August, two years after having his stomach removed.</p> <p>“Cancer is the best thing that ever happened to me,” Walker told <a rel="noopener" href="https://7news.com.au/sunrise/entertainment/cancer-is-the-best-thing-that-ever-happened-to-me-stan-walker-goes-back-on-tour-c-372376" target="_blank"><em>Sunrise</em></a> in an interview aired on Tuesday morning.</p> <p>“It allowed me to be, like, reborn in every way. It’s like I had to die to be reborn again, and that made me realise I’m not gonna wait for nobody to tell me … what I can do. I want to go hard and I want to go right in with everything and live my wildest dream.”</p> <p>The singer carried the CDH1 gene mutation, which had been responsible for the cancer deaths of 25 of his family members and gave him an 80 per cent chance of contracting the disease.</p> <p>In 2017, Walker was diagnosed with stomach cancer after doctors found 13 tumours inside his body.</p> <blockquote style="background: #FFF; border: 0; border-radius: 3px; box-shadow: 0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width: 540px; min-width: 326px; padding: 0; width: calc(100% - 2px);" class="instagram-media" data-instgrm-captioned="" data-instgrm-permalink="https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnsg-z5H0qJ/" data-instgrm-version="12"> <div style="padding: 16px;"> <div style="display: flex; flex-direction: row; align-items: center;"> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 50%; flex-grow: 0; height: 40px; margin-right: 14px; width: 40px;"></div> <div style="display: flex; flex-direction: column; flex-grow: 1; justify-content: center;"> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; width: 100px;"></div> <div style="background-color: #f4f4f4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; width: 60px;"></div> </div> </div> <div style="padding: 19% 0;"></div> <div style="display: block; height: 50px; margin: 0 auto 12px; width: 50px;"></div> <div style="padding-top: 8px;"> <div style="color: #3897f0; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: 550; line-height: 18px;">View this post on Instagram</div> </div> <p style="margin: 8px 0 0 0; padding: 0 4px;"><a style="color: #000; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px; text-decoration: none; word-wrap: break-word;" rel="noopener" href="https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnsg-z5H0qJ/" target="_blank">1 year ago today my whole life changed forever. Hardest thing I've ever done but honestly turned out to be my biggest blessing... Found out i had cancer &amp; was supposed to go on a mean health kick before my operation, but what did I do lol? As you can see I lived my best life &amp; ate half the world cos I knew I wasn't gonna eat again for a looong time hahahaha... I was in the operating theatre for over 6hrs, tryna get my fat gut out hahahaha... A few more procedures, a collapsed lung, almost dying a few times, a lot of complications, another major operation &amp; a lot of spewing later here I am.. SKINNY hahahaha... no but I'm actually at my best now... I'm blessed man.... All jokes &amp; laughs aside, to get to where I am now was actually the hardest thing.... &amp; now I'm going on tour 1 year post getting my whole stomach out &amp; a few other organs hahahahah... I am the result of Gods grace... Also I probs would have healed faster if I didn't bots it &amp; think I was allgood straight away ahahhahaa... But all in all I'm here alive, happy &amp; more ready for this tour than ever.. This will be my greatest achievement yet... So if you're keen to come along &amp; celebrate &amp; party with me... get yo tickets at www.ticketspace.nz Aroha mutunga kore ❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️</a></p> <p style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0; margin-top: 8px; overflow: hidden; padding: 8px 0 7px; text-align: center; text-overflow: ellipsis; white-space: nowrap;">A post shared by <a style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px;" rel="noopener" href="https://www.instagram.com/stanwalker/" target="_blank"> Stan Walker</a> (@stanwalker) on Sep 13, 2018 at 10:55pm PDT</p> </div> </blockquote> <p>Walker said he spent months doing rehab and undergoing major operations. </p> <p>“If I hadn’t done the operation, I would for sure be dead by now,” Walker told <a rel="noopener" href="https://www.who.com.au/exclusive-stan-walker-opens-up-about-his-cancer-battle" target="_blank"><em>WHO</em></a> last year.</p> <p>“To be honest, I can honestly say going through that cancer thing, and the last however many years of everything, I am so thankful – because I haven’t been this happy in so long. I can look at myself and 100 per cent back myself that I’ve got this.”</p>

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Stan Walker shares harrowing new photos of his cancer battle

<p>Stan Walker has shared some harrowing new photos of his time in hospital battling stomach cancer.</p> <p>The 27-year-old recently revealed how tough his cancer battle has been in the documentary <em>Stan Walker: The Fight of His Life</em>, which saw him make the decision to have his stomach removed.</p> <p>Now the singer has given an insight into how much he struggled in the aftermath of the operation, telling fans at one point nothing could pass through his mouth as it could have “killed me”.</p> <p><img width="499" height="265" src="https://oversixtydev.blob.core.windows.net/media/7819088/e4df0e7bf2d4871a51e0717f97196c60_499x265.jpg" alt="E 4df 0e 7bf 2d 4871a 51e 0717f 97196c 60" style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"/></p> <p>“Nothing was aloud (sic) in my mouth,” he wrote, over an image of himself being supported by loved ones in the hospital corridor. “Because I had a leak inside that would have killed me if anything had gone in it.”</p> <p>In another image, Stan is lying in bed with a tube going directly into his arm with the nutrients he needs to sustain him.</p> <p><img width="368" height="624" src="https://oversixtydev.blob.core.windows.net/media/7819085/1.png" alt="1 (10)" style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"/></p> <p>“That’s the pick (sic) line,” he said. “It was 55cm and went into my arm and then into my heart.”</p> <p>“I was hooked up to a machine 23/7 and it was the only way I could get fed and liquids for two and a half weeks,” he explained, adding he celebrated his 27th birthday in hospital.</p> <p>In another photo, Stan is hooked up to a breathing mask, which he needed when he suffered from a collapsed lung.</p> <p><img width="369" height="626" src="https://oversixtydev.blob.core.windows.net/media/7819086/2.png" alt="2 (4)" style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"/></p> <p>“I was on this mother all day,” he wrote across the image. “It was a life-saver but annoying as hell!”</p> <p>The former <strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><a href="https://www.oversixty.com.au/health/caring/2018/04/australian-idol-star-stan-walker-reveals-fight-against-stomach-cancer/">Australian Idol star revealed in January</a></span></strong> that he had inherited the rare cancer-causing gene CDH1, a mutation that has caused the deaths of more than 25 members of his family.</p> <p><img width="366" height="625" src="https://oversixtydev.blob.core.windows.net/media/7819087/4.png" alt="4" style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"/></p> <p>Despite losing his stomach, Stan is remaining positive and has previously said he will not let the disease “define” him.</p> <p> </p>

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Stan Walker shares emotional Mother’s Day tribute to his cancer survivor mum and grandmother

<p>Former Australian Idol winner Stan Walker has shown great bravery despite himself and other members of his family facing terrifying health battles. </p> <p>The singer not only has undergone stomach-removal surgery and battled cancer, but he has also stood by his mum, April, as she has battled the disease as well.</p> <p>“When she had cancer earlier on, man, that broke me,” he previously said of his mother.</p> <p>On Sunday, Stan shared a heartfelt tribute to both his mother and grandmother in honour of Mother’s Day.</p> <blockquote style="background: #FFF; border: 0; border-radius: 3px; box-shadow: 0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width: 658px; padding: 0; width: calc(100% - 2px);" class="instagram-media"> <div style="padding: 8px;"> <div style="background: #F8F8F8; line-height: 0; margin-top: 40px; padding: 62.4537037037037% 0; text-align: center; width: 100%;"> <div style="background: url(data:image/png; base64,ivborw0kggoaaaansuheugaaacwaaaascamaaaapwqozaaaabgdbtueaalgpc/xhbqaaaafzukdcak7ohokaaaamuexurczmzpf399fx1+bm5mzy9amaaadisurbvdjlvzxbesmgces5/p8/t9furvcrmu73jwlzosgsiizurcjo/ad+eqjjb4hv8bft+idpqocx1wjosbfhh2xssxeiyn3uli/6mnree07uiwjev8ueowds88ly97kqytlijkktuybbruayvh5wohixmpi5we58ek028czwyuqdlkpg1bkb4nnm+veanfhqn1k4+gpt6ugqcvu2h2ovuif/gwufyy8owepdyzsa3avcqpvovvzzz2vtnn2wu8qzvjddeto90gsy9mvlqtgysy231mxry6i2ggqjrty0l8fxcxfcbbhwrsyyaaaaaelftksuqmcc); display: block; height: 44px; margin: 0 auto -44px; position: relative; top: -22px; width: 44px;"></div> </div> <p style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0; margin-top: 8px; overflow: hidden; padding: 8px 0 7px; text-align: center; text-overflow: ellipsis; white-space: nowrap;"><a style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px; text-decoration: none;" href="https://www.instagram.com/p/Bis1vnoHrGy/" target="_blank">A post shared by Stan Walker (@stanwalker)</a> on May 12, 2018 at 7:19pm PDT</p> </div> </blockquote> <p>Alongside a black-and-white photo, Stan wrote, “Happy mothers day to my mumma &amp; her mumma... My mum is actually GOAT [Greatest Of All Time] ... Straight up OG [Original Gangster].”</p> <p>“Today was the first time I got to have mothers day with my mum &amp; nan (my last grandparent) together... Actually cherish these moments more than anything.</p> <p>“To all the beautiful mummas out there... You are the life givers... You take on all our pain... You love us unconditionally &amp; protect us fiercely... Mothers are the true heroes... I appreciate you all including all my surrogate mummas... Thank You.”</p> <p>On his social media, Stan shared photos of his family making a visit to Kmart on Mother’s Day.</p> <p>Recently, Stan released a musical tribute to his mum, who battled breast cancer.</p> <p>The song “Thank You” was released last month and the lyrics say: “After all we've been through, you've never run out of love.”</p> <p>“There's no words to say but "I love you", so I'ma say thank you - just know it will never, ever be enough.”</p> <p>Stan found out that he had the cancer-causing CDH1 gene during a routine check-up. Two weeks later, he was diagnosed with gastric cancer.</p> <p>In September last year, Stan had his stomach removed but kept his health struggle under wraps for months.</p> <p>Last week, Stan revealed during an interview with <em>Today Extra</em> that he refused to cry during the nine-month period in which he faced complications such as seizures, gallstones and appendicitis</p> <p>“The whole time through my treatment, I never cried once,” he said. “I never, like, felt sorry for myself once.”</p>

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Australian Idol star reveals fight against cancer that has killed 25 family members

<p>Australian Idol winner Stan Walker has revealed his fight against a rare stomach cancer in a new documentary <em>Stan</em>.</p> <p>The soulful singer, who won Australian Idol in 2009, had his family’s “ugly curse”, a mutated cancer gene which has killed 25 members of his family over the past three decades.</p> <p>Stan’s mother April was being treated for breast cancer last year when she insisted her son go for a check-up.</p> <p>The routine examination found the then 26-year-old pop star had gastric cancer, caused by the faulty CDH1 gene. His stomach would have to be removed.</p> <p><img width="441" height="331" src="https://cdn.newsapi.com.au/image/v1/21df9f693734648a1bcae0d8225ede04?width=1024" class="tge-imagecaption_img" style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"/></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><em>Stan Walker won Australian Idol in 2009. </em></p> <p>Stan decided to chronicle his operation, the complications he suffered and the impact of the cancer on his life and career, for his documentary.</p> <p>“People made assumptions when I started posting photos afterwards and those assumptions turned into facts,” he said.</p> <p>“It took just one person to say ‘Is he on drugs?’ and it didn’t matter who I was or how much credibility I had, when I went to gigs, before I could even have a sip of alcohol, someone would ask me ‘what drugs are you on?’</p> <p>“I didn’t justify myself. I knew they would learn and feel really sh*t afterwards.”</p> <p>Stan – as well as his mum, dad Ross and brothers and sister – relocated to Melbourne for his surgery, which removed his stomach and attached his oesophagus to his intestines.</p> <p>It was the same operation his grandfather Rangi McLeod had almost 20 years before, but he did not survive it.</p> <p>As the documentary reveals, Stan’s suffered many complications after surgery. He feared he would die but his greatest fear was that he would never sing again. For four months after the operation, he couldn’t do the thing he most loved in the world.</p> <p>“I freaked out. I would try to laugh it off and joke about everything but in my heart of hearts, if my voice was gone, I didn’t know if I could get through this,” he said.</p> <p>He booked a show in Rarotonga in December to give himself a goal, something to fight for.</p> <p>The day before at soundcheck, his voice was still hit and miss.</p> <p>“On the night of the gig, I started to sing Black Box and my voice came back and I turned around to the band with tears streaming down my face, saying ‘Thank you God, thank you,’” he said.</p> <blockquote style="background: #FFF; border: 0; border-radius: 3px; box-shadow: 0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width: 658px; padding: 0; width: calc(100% - 2px);" class="instagram-media"> <div style="padding: 8px;"> <div style="background: #F8F8F8; line-height: 0; margin-top: 40px; padding: 28.10185185185185% 0; text-align: center; width: 100%;"> <div style="background: url(data:image/png; base64,ivborw0kggoaaaansuheugaaacwaaaascamaaaapwqozaaaabgdbtueaalgpc/xhbqaaaafzukdcak7ohokaaaamuexurczmzpf399fx1+bm5mzy9amaaadisurbvdjlvzxbesmgces5/p8/t9furvcrmu73jwlzosgsiizurcjo/ad+eqjjb4hv8bft+idpqocx1wjosbfhh2xssxeiyn3uli/6mnree07uiwjev8ueowds88ly97kqytlijkktuybbruayvh5wohixmpi5we58ek028czwyuqdlkpg1bkb4nnm+veanfhqn1k4+gpt6ugqcvu2h2ovuif/gwufyy8owepdyzsa3avcqpvovvzzz2vtnn2wu8qzvjddeto90gsy9mvlqtgysy231mxry6i2ggqjrty0l8fxcxfcbbhwrsyyaaaaaelftksuqmcc); display: block; height: 44px; margin: 0 auto -44px; position: relative; top: -22px; width: 44px;"></div> </div> <p style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0; margin-top: 8px; overflow: hidden; padding: 8px 0 7px; text-align: center; text-overflow: ellipsis; white-space: nowrap;"><a style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px; text-decoration: none;" href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BgiSFT9H3a0/" target="_blank">A post shared by Stan Walker (@stanwalker)</a> on Mar 19, 2018 at 11:54pm PDT</p> </div> </blockquote> <p>Stan is back to working on music and he hopes his documentary will help people on their own cancer journeys.</p> <p>“Doing the doco helped me process my own feelings and understand a lot more about myself but I wanted to do it to help other people and their families who are going through the same thing, who feel like they are alone and can’t talk about it,” he said.</p> <p>“People treat cancer like it’s Voldemort, like you can’t talk about it. Stuff that. Live your life now, don’t let a disease define who you are.</p>

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Australian Idol star confirms mystery health battle

<p>Stan Walker says he feels “healthy” and on the way to recovery after his stomach was removed as it was <a href="https://www.oversixty.com.au/entertainment/music/2018/03/concern-mounts-for-australian-idol-star/"><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>discovered to be cancerous.</strong></span></a></p> <p>The Australian Idol star’s heartbreakingly honest documentary – titled Stan – aired in New Zealand on Sunday night (no date has been confirmed for Australia yet) and revealed for the first time his battle with cancer for the past nine months.</p> <p>The Australian-Kiwi singer was diagnosed with early stages of cancer caused by a rare gene that runs in his family when he made the decision to remove his stomach.</p> <p>The doco explains how the cancer has claimed the lives of 25 members of Walker's family, including his grandfather, who died due to complications with his surgery.</p> <p>Walker received the same operation as his grandfather.</p> <p>"He had the gene, he had the cancer, and he died from the operation," says Walker in the documentary.</p> <p>"Last night was the first time I got emotional, because, oh my gosh, I'm getting the same operation that my koro did.</p> <p>"I didn't really think about it for a while, but he used himself like a guinea pig."</p> <blockquote style="background: #FFF; border: 0; border-radius: 3px; box-shadow: 0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width: 658px; padding: 0; width: calc(100% - 2px);" class="instagram-media"> <div style="padding: 8px;"> <div style="background: #F8F8F8; line-height: 0; margin-top: 40px; padding: 28.10185185185185% 0; text-align: center; width: 100%;"> <div style="background: url(data:image/png; base64,ivborw0kggoaaaansuheugaaacwaaaascamaaaapwqozaaaabgdbtueaalgpc/xhbqaaaafzukdcak7ohokaaaamuexurczmzpf399fx1+bm5mzy9amaaadisurbvdjlvzxbesmgces5/p8/t9furvcrmu73jwlzosgsiizurcjo/ad+eqjjb4hv8bft+idpqocx1wjosbfhh2xssxeiyn3uli/6mnree07uiwjev8ueowds88ly97kqytlijkktuybbruayvh5wohixmpi5we58ek028czwyuqdlkpg1bkb4nnm+veanfhqn1k4+gpt6ugqcvu2h2ovuif/gwufyy8owepdyzsa3avcqpvovvzzz2vtnn2wu8qzvjddeto90gsy9mvlqtgysy231mxry6i2ggqjrty0l8fxcxfcbbhwrsyyaaaaaelftksuqmcc); display: block; height: 44px; margin: 0 auto -44px; position: relative; top: -22px; width: 44px;"></div> </div> <p style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0; margin-top: 8px; overflow: hidden; padding: 8px 0 7px; text-align: center; text-overflow: ellipsis; white-space: nowrap;"><a style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px; text-decoration: none;" href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BgiSFT9H3a0/" target="_blank">A post shared by Stan Walker (@stanwalker)</a> on Mar 19, 2018 at 11:54pm PDT</p> </div> </blockquote> <p>Walker’s surgery was successful but he continues to battle health difficulties, explaining his drastic 30kg weight loss.</p> <p>Throughout the documentary, Walker describes his biggest fear of no longer being able to sing – and the utter joy he felt after performing his first gig since the operation earlier this year.</p> <p>"I felt alive just being on stage for the first time in a long time," he says. "I was back being me doing what I do."</p> <p>The 27-year-old remained optimistic, telling fans in an Instagram video on Sunday: “I had cancer. I'm alive b*****s!”</p> <p>“The doco is cool, it gets to show the whole journey of what's happening over the last nine months and what's still happening. I'm not there yet but I'm on my way and I'm healthy,” he adds</p>

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Concern mounts for Australian Idol star: "He has been seriously ill"

<p>There is mounting concern for Australian Idol star Stan Walker, who won the seventh and last season of Australian Idol in 2009, over his recent health struggles.</p> <p>Speaking on Thursday's The Morning Show, entertainment reporter Peter Ford said that that the 27-year-old had been battling a rare genetic mutation.</p> <p>“It turns out he's been really seriously ill,” Peter said. “It turned out he has a rare gene mutation that required his stomach to be removed.”</p> <p>Peter added: “If he hadn't got his stomach removed he would have almost certainly gotten cancer.”</p> <p><iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/8ieCLzImvNk?rel=0" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></p> <p>A documentary about the Australian-New Zealand recording artists’ illness is set to air in New Zealand on Sunday night.</p> <p>On Tuesday, Stan shared a preview clip of the doco, which will cover the last nine months of his life and his battle with his ill-health.</p> <blockquote style="background: #FFF; border: 0; border-radius: 3px; box-shadow: 0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width: 658px; padding: 0; width: calc(100% - 2px);" class="instagram-media"> <div style="padding: 8px;"> <div style="background: #F8F8F8; line-height: 0; margin-top: 40px; padding: 28.10185185185185% 0; text-align: center; width: 100%;"> <div style="background: url(data:image/png; base64,ivborw0kggoaaaansuheugaaacwaaaascamaaaapwqozaaaabgdbtueaalgpc/xhbqaaaafzukdcak7ohokaaaamuexurczmzpf399fx1+bm5mzy9amaaadisurbvdjlvzxbesmgces5/p8/t9furvcrmu73jwlzosgsiizurcjo/ad+eqjjb4hv8bft+idpqocx1wjosbfhh2xssxeiyn3uli/6mnree07uiwjev8ueowds88ly97kqytlijkktuybbruayvh5wohixmpi5we58ek028czwyuqdlkpg1bkb4nnm+veanfhqn1k4+gpt6ugqcvu2h2ovuif/gwufyy8owepdyzsa3avcqpvovvzzz2vtnn2wu8qzvjddeto90gsy9mvlqtgysy231mxry6i2ggqjrty0l8fxcxfcbbhwrsyyaaaaaelftksuqmcc); display: block; height: 44px; margin: 0 auto -44px; position: relative; top: -22px; width: 44px;"></div> </div> <p style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0; margin-top: 8px; overflow: hidden; padding: 8px 0 7px; text-align: center; text-overflow: ellipsis; white-space: nowrap;"><a style="color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px; text-decoration: none;" href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BgiSFT9H3a0/" target="_blank">A post shared by Stan Walker (@stanwalker)</a> on Mar 19, 2018 at 11:54pm PDT</p> </div> </blockquote> <p>He is seen lying in a hospital bed, saying to the camera: “They're all expecting me to get up and walk around, but I'm scared.”</p> <p>His mum then speaks to camera: “I'd rather I go before my children – any mother and any parent would.”</p> <p>Stan goes on to say: “It's been hard for my mum, she cries every day and she blames herself too.”</p> <p>He adds: “What if there's complication and I die?”</p> <p>Alongside the video, Stan wrote on his Instagram: “This Sunday night 8.40 pm on @threenewzealand watch my documentary Stan.</p> <p>“I bet half the people thinking I was on crack or whatever y'all were saying are feeling pretty dumb right now.</p> <p><img width="468" height="282" src="http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/newpix/2018/03/20/14/4A5FD9F000000578-5522969-Staying_strong_Stan_goes_on_to_say_it_s_been_hard_for_my_mum_she-a-12_1521557941997.jpg" alt="Staying strong: Stan goes on to say: 'it's been hard for my mum, she cries every day and she blames herself too'" class="blkBorder img-share b-loaded" style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" id="i-e1ed931e73423fb3"/></p> <p>“This is bigger than all the talkers talking. It's bigger than me. It's bigger than what's happened &amp; is happening to me.</p> <p>“There is always someone worse off going through a lot worse. All I’m going to say is that I'm blessed to be alive and well.”</p> <p>Referring to a native Maori term for family, he added: “God is good &amp; I've been blessed with a back bone of whanaua and friends that go through the highs and the lowest of lows with me.”</p>

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